Ok well I guess I should start by introducing myself to the world...
I go by Bailey Benz or Mz.Benzito. I'm a 23yr old ebony goddess. My hobbies are looking good and singing. My life long dream is to be in the entertainment industry, in the line's of singing, modeling or being an entertainment personality.
When I was younger I had all faith in myself to be whatever it is that I wanted to be but now Im in my early 20's and haven't gotten any closer to those bright lights.
I still have a of a beautiful voice but have picked up the disgusting habbit of smoking. I'm in the entertainment industry but a long ways from being a tv personal or vocalist...
I feel as though I got caught up!!!
I stay grindin to make money to get by... To do things like by clothes, make-up, a vehical, singing lesson's. (which I still haven't gotten around to taking I might add.) Photo shoot's. (to build my portfolio and hopefully get the exsposure I want and need.)
I really want to acheive ME!!!
I'm sick of my life style!!!
I'm tired of crying and breaking down.
I'm tired of starting over and then going right back to how things where befor.
I'm tired of feeling used or feeling as though my voice isn't being head.
I'm tired of lieing to friends and family but even more importantly myself!!!
I feel as though I give and give and give but forget to give to myself.
My soul feels broken and brusied!
No matter how fresh my gear is, how fly my hair is, how sick my whip (car) is I still feel crumy or unfullfilled. I really want to Grab my destiny atleast feel as though it is within my grasp.
Mz.Benzito
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